Wow today me and friends went shopping in downtown Lafayette. Before that we took the bus around Walnut Creek and this crazy man sat by me...Sigh...I moved..
So shopping we went to Jamba first I got my Jamba and so did others...Tandis, Sanja, Janine, Andy, and Julie went....I got the Peanut Moo'd...yummy...Then we went to Taco Bell my two tacos! Soft as it is. Heehee...Yumm...Then we went to the little Pavilion Park and sat and waited for Jules. Then we walked over to Pure Beauty. I was kind of bored in there...but all good in was intresting how into the make up and stuff they can get. Also we went to beadazzled...it was cool we spend like an hour in each shop just looking and some buying....I got this penguin bead...sooo coool....
Then we went to Longs. The ultimate unknown! Tandis put on foundation on me...I am sooo squelly....heehee...I was like ahhh!!! Haha....oh well...So yes I have foundation on and I didn't buy it....yes! Heeheee...
2 weeks ago I went to FreshChoice on Thursday, Last week I went to FreshCoice on Tuesday, then today I went again. Wooow.....I'm getting fat...Then the wedding is a buffet also on Saturday....lol
It's so cool when you live in an area where you are acessable to everything. I can just go to Safeways, Longs, Coldstones, Jamba Juice, Trader Joes, Library, Kinkos, and etc. In 5 minutes or less! It's so cool. I can get to BART in 10 mins or less. I can get to my dentist or oral sugery place in 2 minutes. I can get to my orthodontis in 3 minutes. I mean everything is just so close.
Everything is so close. But are friends, family, and God that close? Well I just have to say totally God is closer than all of that He's like always there he is close by.....
We won! I can't believe it! Haha...maybe because Jen wasn't there?..... ;) Ok I'm mean...For fellowship I lead my little group...then someone had to butt in and say lets do it this way....oh well....Moy moy is soooo cute!!! =)
Well this week I'll be going to my cousins Amy's wedding next week I'll be going to Uncle Galens and Aunt Lisa's Wedding...not they really aren't my uncle or aunt we just call them that..
You know what ever happpened to your parents are responsible for you?
Because frankly my dad really doesn't care....he's never home, when I call he's always in a rush, I always have to find a way to get transportation, I always have to make appointments, my dads alway late, he never remembers to do anything anymore....shesshhh...
Oh well I got my Heavenly Father and mommy looking out for me up there....=)
I'm full. I've been eating alot! Yesterday I went to Fresh Choice and today went to Round Table and had a salad buffet and pizza. I'm always spoiled at my friends houses.
I guess I've had an overload of generosity. Thanks so much guys! People asking me if I needed money for my missions trip...I'm going to say no right now.
Also we went dress shopping yesterday. Let's just say we looked and looked for hours on end! But nothing...Then we went to the kids section...haha Yes, kids section. And I found something! and it fit! Lol...kind of big.....
It's so cool to get so much and lets just say so much you can't take anymore. It's cool. Well God is like that. He gives us more than we need. But also he gives us the right amount at the right time. Everything has it's time and purpose.
Today I went to watch Dodgeball. It was kind of lame. My butt kind of hurt. Heehee..I was sitting in the middle of two chairs. Melanie on my right and Michael on my left. The movie should have been rated something higher. I didn't like all the things in it...so much swearing and sexual content.
So lets get down to the reflection. Man I forget what I was going to reflect on in the movie...so here's just some of it.
Never give up. When you are about to fall and you do the negative thing you may regret it.
Like for me I think I've gaven up many times, but to a point I know I go to far. That I know if I do give up now or if I did give up I would regret what I did or chose to do. I think many times we gear off into a different direction and we never follow what we want to be or do. We follow and we more are so pursuaded by what the world thinks or does that we never think about...er..i be back.
Yesterday I went to see Angela and the Lovells. It was cool her mom was like man I haven't seen you in a long time...What was it...since K or 1st...lol. Good times. She totally was like give me a hug. Heehee...
Thats how God is when you haven't recongnized Him or gone back to Him in awhile. Know that His arms are open wide!
Also it was kind of funny today after taking my 4 teeth....2nd premolars/bicuspits we walked out 3 old ladies in the room and my dad saids bye to them! So cute! haha...
HAVE YOU EVER...
1. Kissed your cousin: yes (on the cheek)
2. Ran away: what's considered running away?
3. Pictured your crush naked: no way!
4. Skipped school: yes
5. Broken someone's heart: maybe
6. Been in love: with Ernie!
7. Cried when someone died: Well, no.
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: naw...
9. Broken a bone: yes
10. Done something embarrassing: everyday
11. Lied: yes, I'm not perfect
12. Cried in school: Yep, Windfuhr and Lusk made me cry...
WHICH IS BETTER...
13. Coke or Pepsi: I don't drink soda...but hmmm...I guess pepsi?
14. Sprite or 7UP: Again I don't drink soda...but, Sprite
15. Girls or Guys: Duh! Girls are like way better!
16. Flowers or Candy: Candy!!!!
17. Scruff or Clean shaved: clean shaved!
18. Blondes or Brunettes: don't care
19. Bitchy or Slutty: what?
20. Tall or Short: Well since I'm tall....
21. Pants or Shorts: Pants definitely....
22. Night or Day: Night!
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
23. What do you notice first: Eyes
24. Last Person You Slow Danced With: I don't dance....
25. Worst Question To Ask: I don't talk much so...Not sure....
THE LAST TIME YOU...
26. Showered: 11PM so 2 hours ago...
27. Stepped outside: Around 7PM...I went for a run...
ABOUT YOU...
30. Your Good Luck Charm: I don't have one...
31. Person You Hate Most: I don't hate anyone....
32. Best Thing That Has Happened: I don't know...everythings pretty cool that happens to me...I grow from the experience if its good or bad....
33. On your desk: This: Computer, Light, paper stand, cell phone, used tissures, neopets (don't ask...), pens, cups, nail polish, mouse, papers, disk drive, keyboard etc....
Work desk in room: Keyboard, books, mouse, papers, cup of pens/pencils and stuff, note paper, picture frames of me and friends, baptism cerfiticate, stuff animals...etc...
34. Picture on your desktop: Of me in 2003 CCU softball league up at bat..
FAVOuRITE...
35. Color: Orange, Navy Blue, Jungle Green, and Black
36. Movie: Lilo and Stitck, Awalk to Remember, etc....
37. Artist or band: Jars of Clay, MercyMe, Michael W. Smith, Zoegirls, etc..
38. Cars: Mini Cooper..buggy, or corvette...or any is fine!
39. Ice Cream: chocolate, cookie dough, mint, rocky, etc....lol! All are good! sigh....
41. Food: Japanese, Steak, Fuddrockers, Claim Jumpers...etc! heehee...Italian also!
WHO...
42. Makes You Laugh The Most: friends
43. Makes You Smile: everyone
44. Can Make You Feel Better No Matter What: God...oh and Ernie...
45. Has A Crush On You: noone
46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: No...
47. Who Has It Easier?: Huh?
48. Gives You A Funny Feeling When You See Them: All my friends...
DO YOU EVER...
49. Sit By The Phone Waiting For A Phone Call All Night: yes...
50. Save AIM Conversations: What the???
51. Save E-mails: Some
52. Forward Secret E-mails: No
53. Wish You Were Someone Else: No
54. Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex: Yes
55. Wear Cologne: No..
56. Kiss: no..
57. Cuddle: Ernie and my pillow
58. Go Online For Longer Than Eight Hours At A Time: yes
HAVE YOU EVER...
59. Fallen For Your Best Friend?: Nopes.
60. Made Out With JUST A Friend?: No.
61. Kissed Two People In The Same Day?: No.
62. Had Sex With Two Different People In The Same Day?: No.
64. Been In Love?: No.
65. Been In Lust?: No.
66.used someone? No.
67. Been used? Yes.
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. You Touched?: Huh?
73. You Talked To?: Jerry
74.Hugged?: Ernie
75. You Instant Messaged?: Jennifer
76. You Kissed?: No one!
77. You Yelled At?: myself
78. You Thought About?: Jennifer
79. Who Text Messaged You?: Marla
80. Who Broke Your Heart?: The surgent a few days ago...
81. Who Told You They Loved You?: Grands
MORE ABOUT YOU...
82. Color Your Hair? Yes with blue...never showed..oh and white...lol
83. Have Tattoos?: No
84. Have Piercings?: Yes, I'm letting them close..
85. Have A boyfriend/girlfriend?: I have "friends"
86. Own A Webcam?: Yes
87. Own A Thong?: Sandals? I own a pair of sandals...yes...
88. Ever Get off the computer?: No.
90. Habla espanol?: I can...if I try
HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...
92. Stolen Anything: Yes
93. Smoke?: I 2nd hand at times...
95. Obsessive?: No.
96. Compulsive?: No.
97. Obsessive compulsive?: No.
98. Panic?: Yes.
99. Anxiety?: Yes.
100. Depressed?: What is depressed really?...
You are my strength when I am weak. You are the tresure that I seek. You are my all In all....
My eyes just automatically popped open today at 5:30AM! I can't believe it. I'm really tired. But yesterday night wasn't all a good night...My stomach still hurts from it...
I really fell hard yesterday emotionally. But, I knew God was there....But, something felt different...I wonder what I got into yesterday man...How can one person just start crying and not know what they're crying over? I don't know...
But I drew closer or am drawing closer to God cause of yesterday.....
VIOLET
You surround yourself with art and music and are constantly driven to express yourself. You often daydream. You prefer honesty in your relationships and belive strongly in your personal morals.
You give your love and friendship unconditionaly. You enjoy long, thoughtful conversations rich in philosophy and spirituality. You are very loyal and intuitive.
To everything these is a season, A time for every purpose under heaven:
A time to be born, And a time to die;
A time to plant, And a time to plick what is planted;
A time to kill, And a time to heal;
A time to break down, And a time to build up;
A time to weep, And a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, And a time to dance;
A time to cast away stones, And a time to gather stones;
A time to ebrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to gain, And a time to lose;
A time to keep, And a time to throw away;
A time to tear, And a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, And a time to speak;
A time to love, And a time to hate;
A time of war, And a time of peace.
We at times are anxious for things to happen. We too may think things won't happen and worry sooo much about them that sometimes we are so occupied we don't know what to do. We have to let God do his work. He has made everything beautiful in its time.
*A cool thing that happened today everyone had to use someones cell phone. My group is made up of different languages. So Sherry made her first call in Taiwanese! Then Sally in Korean, then me in Toysan/Cantonese! Sooo coool!
Father,
This summer will be
full of new experiences for me:
-summer school
-golf
-softball
-braces
-daycamp
-exciting mission trips
-vacations
-relaxation
-challenges.
Grow me, stretch me
through whatever we do,
and through wherever I go,
so that I'll end the summer
just a little more like you.
Lord,
What about you and me?
I don't want to
forget you just because
I'm off my normal school-year routine.
Keep close to me, Lord,
and remind me that my relationship
with you should never take a break.
I'm almost there! 10 more hours of school. And like 2 hours of studying!? Haha...What have I got myself into. Well lets say I get stressed to the point very easily. Like if I do something wrong, or something just happens, or if someone critisizes me..I get really stressed out to the point where I'm like I'm going to kill myself now. Because I just can't handle everything. Today when I got home I kind of went bonkers. I was like crying...I was like...man what happened to my life....? Err...I guess it's all good....,I don't know how it will go but, "my heart will say, blessed be the name of the Lord."
This summer is going to be chop chop....Summer school, Daycamp, Mission Trip, School....Very chop chop...I'm just going to let God have this summer. I'm going to let it all be His...It's his will....God is so awesome. I can't believe I endured this year....Well I didn't do it all by myself...It was Him...All Him! Thank you God for getting me this far! 3 more years til college. I'm thinking about staying close to home, who knows....God's plan will sooon reveal it self to me....
Congraduations to:
My Cuz Amy
and
Aunty Lisa and Uncle Galen!
Wedding is next month...and I have no I deer what to wear....
How about some rabbit? Haha...j/k...I don't own a dress...so I might have to look for one...and I need skirts for the missions trip...great....
Wow! God has taught me to take time out of my busy schedule for others and also to spend with him or even time just to relax! I guess since this is Finals week I thought I was going to be more stressed going into finals because for me it's already Monday and I haven't studied yet, but I feel confident enough that I will do well. So yesterday I just chilled and relaxed and listened to some great Christian Music! So today I will get a great night sleep! We start at 10:20AM tomorrow!
Am I in control of myself? Can I control my feelings? I guess today I realized how I was when I was little. There was this family that signed up for daycamp today. The little boy was like myself. Ever since Preschool to the end of my 4th grade year I would throw this big tantrum so I wouldn't have to go to school. I would kick and scream. I even broke a few things and others too went out of control of me.
God has been the stronghold for me through thick and thin.
Life comes and goes. The ones we love leave and the ones that are gone are etched into our minds.
I often wonder so who's going to be at my high school and college graduation..Will I even still be alive? Will my grandpa be there to watch me get my diploma or walk the aisle? Will my dad be there to see me recieve my diploma or walk me down the aisle?
Who's going to be there?? Will I be there? Will my friends be there? The ones that have supported me through everything? Hmm....
I often think or wonder why isn't mom going to be their? Do I even remember her at my preschool graduation?
Well God knows who will be or won't be...if I'm alive still or will I be with him....
I guess many of you guys know I went to a Youth Retreat. On the Thursday before I came down with a pretty bad cold. I didn't know what to do I was all stressed out with everything going on. Then on Saturday someone else happened...So I was like oh, boy. But, I chose to sleepover anyways. It was all good.
This week softball has been funny. But today I was pitcher what I learned was you have to be very constant with your pitches.
Same with the consistancy with God. If something is in the way or is in the road you can't just say oh that is a obstacle and let it be. You have to work your way through. Like I've been working my way to different positions in softball like 2nd and 1st base and now pitcher! Also last week God taught me also to prepare my heart more than ever.
Today I learned about pain and endurance. It wasn't as much as Christ had to endure but it was about 0%. Today we had to move things from the field. As we did so I got most of the weight of one of the structures. I thought to myself. Wow this is what Christ had to endure but more! Christ endured the pain for our lives. He took away that sin so we wouldn't have to suffer. It's so easy to say that we have so much pain, but in reality there are others that have it way worst then us. They also show the edurance. For me I ask God for my edurance. My pain wasn't sacrificial but I felt the weight and the burden of those not helping me. As times we too are in situations of pain and we too have to endure, the best people to have on ourside are God and your friends. Your friends will stand by, and God will always stand by watching, but also helping!
Hey my name is Crissy. I'm 21 from Cali! I like to hangout with my friends, listen to music, cook, bake, scrapbook, sleep, and eat! I love snowboarding and rippin' the mountains and surfing the waves. I am an avid road biker, and somewhat of a runner training to do some tri's. My goal in life is to do an Ironman. I'm in CAMARADA! I'm also in Alpha Lambda Delta! My favorite verse is... I strain to reach the end of the race and receive the prize for which God, through Christ Jesus, is calling us up to heaven. ~Philippians 3:14.
